Since my last packing list post i have chilled out considerably over the whole packing for two years thing. which, for those of you who know me, is a pretty huge stride toward regaining sanity. ive taken to color coding my lists by an items function have high hopes that that will be as neurotic as i get! (if you guys want the updated color coded list just let me know, i would be happy to share the insanity)
on a less crazy note (i think) i have started to slowly buy and stockpile things...just bought a baby computer yesterday since my old laptop is no more useful as a laptop then my cat is as an end table. not at a bad price either i just went to best buy (if any of you that are leaving in june want the details just let me know). i also bought a wonderful green duffle bag with wheels at REI. again fairly reasonably priced.
Somehow having something to put all my junk in calmed me down considerably about being compleatly unprepaired. Although, i think im mistaking mental unorginiztion for phisical (packing) stress...i keep trying to organize, and list all of my crap to bring but i really think im just trying to replace organizing they physical for being mentally messy. their is no way to rap your brain around leaving your family, friends, boyfriend, home, kitty and everything familiar for prety much exactly the opposite of it. i have faith that i will come out of this with something i will remember for the rest of my life but the building stress getting up to that point is crazyyy!
ps sorry typing mistakes and extra letters...im still trying to get used to the keyboard on the baby computer
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